
this is where i YAP !!! talkin abt personal life events and things ive done and whatnot! it can get a bit venty here sometimes, as well as mention sum sensitive topics so fair warning 4 that yeaaa
feeling:


4/12/25
life is improving !
hai its been a FAT minute !! ive been pretty busy w school n such so i havent really been coding . however i have been using my free time to draw a whole buncha stuff which is why my art page is more updated :0)
as for how school is going....... lemme tell u something. its been ROUGH . i am slowly trying to drop a very toxic friend who always has me drained, and now im hanging out with much better people during lunchtime . i jus dont wanna deal with the burden of having a drama-fueled friend who has me on edge all the time during my last year of high school, that is literally the last thing i want so im trying to make an effort to have life be less stressful u know ? and the good news is that its working :] its rlly hard to let go though, especially because we've been friends for about 3 years now? but im finally trying to put my foot down, i know its partially my fault for letting his constant negativity stress me out for that long but it is better late than never oka . because of this, school has been way less stressful and overall i am happier, which is exactly what i wanted !!
4/1/25
recovering :3
okay so . i got sick w a cold on friday after having a senior art show for my school ......... i think someone may have passed it onto me ...... (disgustang) IDk but i at least mostly recovered from it now !!! it felt horrible on saturday n sunday but monday is when i decided to take a day off of school, then i came back on tuesday and am happy that im feelign sososo much better and am loving life :]]]] yesterday was april fools. i decided to trick my friends by saying i wasnt coming to school again bc of me being sick (i was actually feeling better and wanted to attend school) so guess what one of them fell for my evil scheme . i popped up right behind him "APRIL FOOLS" loud as hell !!!(he forgot what day it was) good good times heehee
so ya basically i was sick n thats why the website hasnt been touched in a couple of days !! not that anyone has noticed i dont think . i usually make small changes now. Ya
3/23/25
spring break over .
its like 12am as im typing this on a damn SCHOOL NIGHT but . iam quite anxious for school tomorrow . IDKKK man i literally am anxious all the time and idk why im so worried cause like ......i got two more months of school left and i'll be finished..... all i gotta do is keep my grades up and then ill be amazing !! maybe im only anxious cause its jus been a whole week of me not being at school and i gotta get used to my regular schedule again . ouuhhh idk . but im just so glad that i was rlly able to switch one of my classes so i could be with my junior friends for my final year, otherwise this year rlly would have been DEPRESSING. i genuinely dont know what would have happened if i hadnt locked tf in to change my class at the beginning of the year, so im proud of myself and i get to be w my friends who i have so much fun being around wit :333 definitely making sure that i hang out w them after school ends tho ofc !! i may only have two months of school left (im gonna cry) BUT that doesnt mean the last time im seeing my junior friends will be at school 🔥🔥🔥we WILL be hanging out.
3/21/25
Ver awesome friday
Hello chat . today was a pleasant friday, i got to go to some pottery and painting place called Picasso's Palette ? where u can grab a ceramic base of your choice on the shelves and paint them, then they'll kiln it once ur finished and will let you know within a week's notice to come and pick it up :3 i actually grabbed a lil hamster (who was apparently named Nibbles) i thought he looked a lot like Hamtaro so i painted it his colors !!
i rlly shouldve gotten more angles. this not even the final product tho it still has to be kilned ! overall very nice day, im actually looking forward to going back to school jus so i can see my friends again :0) o yeah and theres an early release day next wednesday HELLYEA
3/19/25
NEW BLOG PAGE !!
so guess what i have created a whole new blog page !! i feel like its a lot better in a way cause u can actully find posts ive made easier via the dropdown menu above :3 i can also have my statuscafe be more visible here than how it is tucked away in the corner of my homepage kinda . so overall big big improvement yippeeee cant wait to use this more often ^__^
3/17/25
spring break started !!
spring break !!! if im bein honest i dont rlly like breaks. KINDA .... only cause i feel like once i spend so much time being around my family more than my friends i go insane a little . it is great to have a break from school in general but for some reason i start missing my friends so muhc and i dont rlly hang out w them on breaks cause they r all introverted just like me fr ......but i feel so scared to propose the idea of a hangout IDK whyyy the way we r wired is so interesting. however !! despite me complaining i do enjoy staying inside solely to do cat commissions and draw wonderful bug yuri and play games w my friends (iam unemployed in a way) 🔥🔥🔥🔥as for today my plans are to go on a walk w my mom and finish some cat commissions ^__^
if anyone wants to commission me !!! look at this image. that is my cat commission sheet !! if u are interested in commissioning then please consult me at twitter (prefered) or via email in the form that is located in my credits page ! and u will not regret because i draw those kitties very very cute and marshmallow like ! sorry i had 2 advertise a lil.